I'm sorry im such a burden....
I dont deserve to be part of what is already perfect...
You guys dont deserve to be treated this way...you guys are perfect the way you are..
while im not...

i know sorry is not enough...you guys have heard that plenty of times already...
i dont know why i keep messing up...

i love you guys so much more than anything in the world...
but,i always keep on disappointing u guys...

think its best if i part away...so i wont keep on disappointing u guys anymore...
You guys have done so much by raising me...n im very thankful for that...
I am,..really sorry...
I dont know why every decision i made ,is the wrong one...
I keep on falling on the same mistake over n over again...

I cant bear to see you guys get hurt again n again by me...i really,..cant...you guys matter too much to me...

Im sorry dad...
Im sorry mum...


I love u guys...n im sorry...

My weapon of choice...

Well,sprayed my bike to flat black...changed the chainring to 52T and 18T cog...im not really sure if that is a great ratio..if any of u know please do let me know eh as im new in this thing... ;) but so far with that ratio,it feels great at long distance straight road...but still,i get tired easily..n as for the braking..fuhh,i nearly had my first accident with a bus..haha...really need to learn to skid braking lorr...or maybe even fixed a brake?..hmmm..what do u think?..... ;)nway,thingking on changing a new pedals,straps or toe clip maybe...saddle and seatpost...hav to wait for my next month salary tho'.. ;)

A day in Putrajaya ;)

Well,got my new bike in blue impreza on body and white on rims...riding it,is harder than i thought....well,on the braking part that is...havent quite learned how to skid..(damn u alip,haha..)on the 1st day,went riding from Kota Damansara Shell right to The Curve with Aliph,...it was so much more far than i thought...but it was a great experience tho'...on the 2nd day..we(me, padi and alip) went to Putrajaya for a ride...it was so much more relaxed ther as ther were bicycle tracks ther...nway....its a great bike,a cheap affordable bike..so i cant complain much,but i should say,its a very affordable-good beginner bike.. :)