Silkscreen Printing Project

hmm...i decided to start back my silk screen shirt printing project...here are some samples...for those who wanna print their own design can contact me...but..for now..im only doing one color printing (white on black t-shirt only) hehehe.....its a DIY project..so dun expect too much... :P

Nike SB Zoom Air Regime (The Four Guardian Edition) and Nike Airmax 1 Premium SP Medal (Olympics)

its been a while since i start blogging back...so...here's my latest entries...enjoy...sum pics :P

Awake~..again n again~....

Im awake...again n again....its has been like this for the past 2 months....i've been thinking of sumone...im afraid to sleep.....evryday b4 i sleep i'll think "What if i die today?"....i wont have any chance again to see the ones i love....evryone,my family..frens...but for the time being..this one girl has been driving me crazy.....n i mean crazyyyyyyyyyyyy..........evrydayyyyyyyyyyyyyy....i've been waking up from my sleep,...shes on my head 24/7....in my food,when im driving,evrything lah...n now,it wont even let me sleep....wut shud i do?...sleep it off?..i cant...eat it off?..i cant....i havent even told her how i truly feels?...n until that is done,i wont be able to sleep...."What if i die tonight??????????????"......then she will never really know... ;(

Mengada-ngada~.....

Korang sume pnah ade kawan2 yg mengade-ngade?...yg kene ikut cakap die je?...yg hanye dia sorang boleh buat lawak dan bile org lain buat di"katai2"kan?.....Baru saja balik dari main COD5 (Call of Duty 5) bersama member2 di Damansara Damai....ade lah seorang insan yg x boleh kalau x ikut cakap die..cukup manje,...cukup mengade-ngade....haih..sekali dua boleh la tahan...tp kalau da selalu?...bengang jgak la kan?..kan?..so pikir2 lah.....kalau anda ade prangai camnie..baik buang2 awal...nnt klau da kene "FUCK"?...camne?.....bukan semua org suke dgn cadangan anda..so ikutlah majoriti....lg pun...anda ni sape org nk ikut cakap anda?????.....^_^

Steelheart - She's Gone

Try n listen...powerful 4 octave voice...damn~.....

-Steelheart
-Formed 1990
-The band was once called "Red Alert"

Current members :

Miljenko Matijevic - lead vocals, rhythm guitar, acoustic guitar, piano (1990–1992, 1996, 2006–present)

Chris Risola - lead guitar (1990–1992, 2006–present)

Uros Raskovski - lead guitar (2005–2008, 2009–present)

Rev Jones - bass (2007–present)

Mike Humbert - drums, percussion (2006–present)

Last First Kiss~......

I finnaly found that life goes on even without you....and the world still turns when you are not around...

But then..its amazing how life turns out, the way that it does.
We end up hurting the worst, the only ones we really love.....

I want to break every clock.
so the hands of time could never move again.
We could stay in this moment for the rest of our lives.


Is it over now hey, hey is it over now?
i wanna be your last first kiss....that you'll ever have.

Pelacur-pelacur kamera yg berjaya~...

Hoh...its been a while.....nway...dun really know wat to say...damn tired..jez got back from port dickson...it was a longggggggg boring saturday...so we decided to go ther n have some fun???..i guess.. ..it was me,padi,alip,epul n danial.....mandi2..makan2..smoking2..sleeping2..boraking2..merepeking2...n catched some "umang-umang"..ehhh????........so,if u plz....enjoy the "cam-whoring" pics...haha...~...^

Funny~...haha....org mcm nie pun ade~...wtf?....

Haha...this is so damn funny....founded at job enlistment on lowyat forum....read it... :P

If you know a girl who got pregnant by a boyfriend who refuses to take responsibility - this is her lucky day. I know a guy who is willing to marry her, provided she meet the following requirements:
- must be legal age (17-35)
- must be slim (pre-pregnancy)
- must be good-looking.
- speaks English
- level-headed (basically meaning she got pregnant because of a mistake, not because she’s a feng tau chick who sleeps with 100 men)
Dun worry, the guy is not a 70-year-old hawker He is Chinese, educated, financially stable, late 20s and so on … just that he recently suffered from a traumatic experience and is battling depression. He needs to care for someone and be cared for … and yes, he’ll take care of the baby.
No, he won’t marry just any pregnant girl-lah, they must be able to click.
This may be one of my last posts in LYN … so for details, PM me or e-mail tehaddict@yahoo.com
This offer has no expiry date ….it’ll only be closed when he has found the right girl. Heck, snicker and flame all you want, but note down the e-mail. You’ll never know, one day one of your friends might be in trouble.

hmm..is it weird????......

hmm...is it weird that a guy actually remembers :

-how long u've been friends with her?
-her birthday?
-how many siblings she have?
-what does her mom n dad do for living?
-what kind of dslr camera she got?
-since when she wore those glasses?
-how old is she this year?....................................


is it?...well i tot its kind of caring...c'mon....if a guy do bother to remember all of those things...its not that we're a freak/stalker or sumthing...dont take it the wrong way...we jez remember it bcoz u r important to us.......thats all... ;) ...arent u glad we did?..hmm???...think about it ^_^

Alone in the sky~

Chaos Divine - Alone in the sky.....enjoy~......




Senses overwhelmed
Unable to appreciate
The enormity of this void

Endless time
Endless space
Endless force
Endless change

[chorus]Alone in the sky
Drifting forever in the ocean of night
Alone in the sky
Stranded, eternally falling

[chorus]

Alone in the sky [x4]

Funny.........

Jez a thought.....its funny if u really think how people do react....or changed....when u least expected....people who ONLY contacts u whenever they're in a problem or in a mess...NOT YOUR FRIEND...i mean...friends do that,but not ONLY when u got a problem....people who dont even bother to ask u "hows ur day?"....or dont even care want to listen to ur problems or stories...surely....NOT YOUR FRIEND......hmm..funny thing is...when u even bother to do good to others....u wont get the same to urself by them??...why?.....n when u screw up jez a little bit..they only see the bad that u've done....regardless if u have done good to them for like,haihhh...it doesnt really matter for 10 seconds or maybe even 10 years laaaa...they wont remember any of it that at that moment..funny huh?....the ones that can still accept u even if u have done a big or a small silly mistake n can still advice u....THAT IS,...YOUR FRIEND....i mean,if its a damn lil bit silly mistake..jez forget bout it la....do u really think its worth it to lose friends over some stupid silly mistake??...and if its a big one,do advice,and listen to them first...dont go jump right to the conclusion straight away.....think it over....its hard to find really good friends these days anyway....thank god,i do have a TRUE FRIENDS.....and for now..my family n my true friends is what really matter the most to me....they will accept me regardless how i look like...my bad habits...even if i do suck at something....or even if im not good with women...i mean....evrything!!.....i mean,im not gay or anything..jez,apperciate them more than ur so-called GIRLFRIEND if u can. ;) .in the end,they will be ther for YOU!!...example...on my last relationship,that i thought i have found my true soulmate...at that moment i do forget all about my family and friends and i dont care what they said at all..and that is sumthing im not proud of.....SHE IS WHATS IMPORTANT FOR ME AT THAT TIME,..konon2nye...but,it turns out to be the other way,we broke up...this is the worst broke i have ever been into...and i had no one to talk to...not my friends,or even my family....so,i DID overcome it all by myself...alone...can u imagine how that felt????.....it hurts so very much.....so...plzz...do....apperciate ur family and true friends the most.....they're the ones who really cares......and they're not the one who is gonna break ur heart in the end.....THINK ;)

Girlfriend/awek/gf/relationship,whatever u call it lahh,... do..... come and go....not ur family n some of your friends~.......... ;) Thanks!!..u guys know who you r.......^_^

It Hurts~........^_^

It hurts to love someone and not be loved in return, but
what is the most painful is to love someone and never finding the
courage to let the person know how you feel.

maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before
meeting the right one so that when we finally meet the right
person, we should know how to be grateful for that gift.

a sad thing about life is that when you meet someone who
means a lot to you only to find out in the end that it was never
bound to be and you just have to let go.

giving someone all your love is never an assurance that
they'll love you back! don't expect love in return, just wait for
it to grow in their hearts but if it doesn't, be content it grew in
yours.

never say goodbye when you still want to try - never give
up when you still feel you can take it - never say you don't love
that person anymore when you can't let go.

love comes to those who still hope even though they've been
disappointed, to those who still believe even though they've been
betrayed, need to love those who still love even though they've
been hurt before.

dream what you want to dream; go where you want to go; be what
you want to be cuz you have only one life and one chance to do all
the things you want in life.

happiness lies for those who cry, those who hurt, those who
have searched and those who have tried. for only they can
appreciate the importance of people who have touched their lives.


when you were born, you were crying and everyone around you
was smiling - live your life so that when you die, you're smiling
and everyone around you is crying..

truth hurts huh?...think about it... ;)

Jazztronik - Nanairo

Nothing much happened today...jez stayed at home...doing my usual boring stuff,...guitar,sleep,smoke...etc2.....nway....Jazztronik....i love them!!....this video just represent how i feel today..enjoy... :)

kenapa?....why?...kenapa?...why????......

WHY?...KENAPA?.....that is the 2 most common questions that has been running over my head for a very...very..very..very..veryyyyyyy long time....you can question all u want all about this world,whats happening now,animal,people,politics....for example...why is the world round?..why do we even need a country?....when will the war ends?.....why is racism necessary?...why am i like this?..why am i like that?...and bla bla bla....why?...when?...who?...which??!!.....you will probably get an answers for all that questions which of course not all of it will satisfy you.... but the most complicated matter that a human would ever want to think about....is......obviously...LIFE....n LOVE.......have you ever feel satisfied to all the answers for that two subject?...NO!!..at least i dont...the more u dig n try to figure it out..the more complicated it will be...for example....i have a friend..who havent been in relationship for 2 god damn years...and he has been happy at that period since he got a new hobby that he really2 like in order just trying to forget what has love done to him in the past....so..he was great at time...no girls or love issues watsoever ...i know,im his best friend...but just recently...hmm..how do u say this...an "angel" drops on him....he met this one girl virtually...they chatted through ym...and have been calling each other for about a month....and then they ended up meeting each other up...so...as usual...i wish him luck..and i said just be yourself.. ;) ...the first "date" was a succes...she told me how cute the girl is and she is very nice and would love to meet her again....few days after that,he got another chance to meet this girl..that is when things get a little complicated...after he went back from the 2nd "date" ,he called me and ask me if i got time to talk now...i met him in front of **** college...then..straight away...the questions that pops up in his head after he went back from meeting this girl for a 2nd time is like.....he said to me..."why now?..why me?..and why did i even bother to care in the first place?...why do i kept going on until now?....why is that among billions people of this world...we we were destined to meet?"...n the weird part is...this 2 person is someone who have kind of a big problems at the moment and honestly..is just someone who needs a partner and just pure and honest love,which is hard to find right?......both with 2 common issues and meet up is nothing but a coincidence???....i dont think so..everything happens for a reasons...right?..now...he cant sleep at nite...everything he does n see...her face will be ther...he thinks about her all the time...n i mean ALL THE TIME.....is that love?...do u know?..how do u define love?......can u show love?...with a hug?..with a kiss?....do u really think dats love?...how much time do we really need to love someone?...a minute?..an hour?..a day?..a week?...a year?...heck..maybe even a thousand years?....but does that really counts?...do you really define your love by how long you know dat person?....do u define your love by how long you spend your time with that person before he/she said what he/she truly feels?..before he/she says "I LOVE YOU"????..is that how???....or you will just know it deep inside ur heart that she is the one?...how and when do u say what u really feels about her?...that is surely a lot of questions right??...can you asnwer dat?...yes,you!...the one whos is reading this right now....can you?...So anyway..this friend of mine..just said..."its not my choice to know her,...maybe its fate?...a test?...will i feel the pain that i felt years ago?...what for?...is she's the one?...now...i have fallen for her which eventhough she said "DONT!!" which i dun really know if she really meant it or not?...she said wanted me to be just as a friend,..and that..im not her type...and i dont know if that is really true or not...i dont think i can be just as her friend...i did not choose to fall for her...but it did happen and i cant control it...if i could..i wont..but...she was like so...arghhhhh!!..even words cant explain that..its more than what you think it is...i once didnt believe at all bout this "love at first sight" crap...n i really do thought it was just bullshit...but now i know,its true...n how it truly feels....the first time i met her...it just stabs you in the heart..i dont know what it is...but is just stays there with me...and no matter how hard i try to forget it..i cant...what is it?...can u help me?....if there is a surgery for this i would do it.....is there any???....i have heard her laughs and cries,but is that really a good thing?...what if she doesnt feel the same way?...what if i get rejected?...will i be able to even stand up at that time?...i really truly do love her...there is just something bout her that is different...that tells me she is honest....she is the one that can make me happy...and that i can make her happy too..i just cant define how is that possible...we still barely know each other....but as u can see...it did happen.....how can i show to her that i am really2 honest?...how do i do that?....do u know?....honestly....now...i CANT forget about her and i do really wants to be the one who makes her happy...but at the same time..i dont want to get hurt by this in the future.....you will never know what will happen....but i guess...u cant really control that right???...should i tell her how do i truly feels?..or should i not?....can u help me?!...PLEASE?!!....i do really hope that she can listen to us right now and see how i truly feels about her and how honest i am.... ;(...".....then...he straight away started to cry....seriously...i can really see that he is really honest this time...he was never like this in a relationship before...he never did asked me this much questions ever since i known him for the past 6 years....but honestly...i dont really have all the asnwers to all of his question....he will just have to figure it out by himself...its better that way..i think.....so..to you...who feels like you know who he is...or who is she talking about....now you know how do he really feels about you...lucky you... ^_^..i hope she really is reading this right now...... :) ...anyway...as u can see...LOVE and LIFE really do have a strong connection between them......it really makes me think....does it make u?~..... - end


well,lets just end this by saying :

LIFE = not fair....but either way we have to keep going rite???....

Coincidence = for me.....there is no coincidence,..everything happens for a reason..

LOVE = will fuck you up,plays around with your emotions and test you ALL THE TIME!!...n until u learn something from it...that is when it stops...n u will find ur true soulmate.....

PEOPLE = are just Complicated~ ;)

p/s : i am a quiet person,but that doesnt make me stupid,i think a lot....and just because im not crying..doesnt mean im ok... ;)