Sunday, August 29, 2010

Live Life




There is some times in life when u fall down,and u feel like u dont have the strength to get back up..do u think u have hope?..if u failed 100 times..try again 100 times...its not the end..it matters how are u going to finish..r u going to finish strong?..try,and u will get the strentgh to get back up..the human spirit can handle much more than we realize..the challenges in our life is there to strengthen our convictions,they are not there to run us over..be thankful for what u have,not bitter for what u dont.In life,u have a choice...choose BETTER...forget BITTER.No one likes to be alone,..so go ahead,do lie,escape or even avoid it,in the end u cant lie to yourself.In this life,everybody is destined to be with somebody,if u give up now,do u think it would be fair for your soulmate who is waiting for u sumwhere in this world?..come to your senses..stop complaining,we all been through that..its not the end..be grateful..karma is ther to prove if u dont,..do/accept good things and good things will happen/come to u,do bad things..well,u do the math.. ;)

im not trying to be harsh..but its the facts and truth does hurts...life itself is not fair already,try n make the best of it...thats the least u can do.. ;)

Friday, August 27, 2010

Dreaming Light



Anathema - We're here because we're here (2010)




Its a brand-new/different Anathema guys...better than before...
Its a beautiful song...feel the lyrics.... :)


Suddenly... life has new meaning
Suddenly... felling is being

And you shine inside
And love stills my mind like the sunrise
Dreaming light of the sunrise

And you shine inside
And love stills my mind like the sunrise
Dreaming light of the sunrise
Dreaming light and ...

I feel you but I don't really know you
I dreamed of you from the moment I saw you
And I've seen the sunrise in your eyes
The sky... the sea... the light

So live your dream beneath the northern horizon
Be at peace, set your heart in flight again
For the light is truth...
The light is you...

Tuesday, August 24, 2010

Deja Vu





It was Deja Vu all over again...

and i admit ...It was was all my fault..

and im sorry....


u said u will never leave me...was that all true?..

well..i'll just wait and see then....



meanwhile..u just...tcare...

Friday, August 20, 2010

It hurts....





“People so seldom say I love you And then it's either too late or love goes. So when I tell you I love you, It doesn't mean I know you'll never go, Only that I wish you didn't have to.”



“When one door closes, another opens; but we often look so long and so regretfully upon the closed door that we do not see the one which has opened for us.”


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It hurts...

so..very bad....

i was crushed...

i thought it is time....

but its not...

silly me...silly me...silly me...what were u thinking "aiman"?...

it was just an "real-life" illusion after all...i guess..i'll just stick to the dream then..its the only amazingly beautiful memories i will ever have of u..of us.......

im too tired..too tired to play this kinda games...i need an end...i need a "perfect ending" if there is such a thing...


nevertheless...


u know i will never leave u..not now..not ever...u know i wont do what "THEY" did to u in the past...im not,like that..."YOU" know im not...its just..it hurts too much to be real this time...

I hope because i care...
I cry because it hurts..


you hurt me...i know it was unintentionally..i know u didnt do it on purpose....but it does..still hurts....



I'll tell u this "*****" ,i'll keep waiting...u know i will...just tell me when u're ready..i'll be here..waiting for u at the end of the road....i promise u that...


Thanks GOD...it was a great test...maybe,through this...i'll become a better person...

Thanks world..u've been kind...


Home - 3:05 p.m.

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Tuesday, August 10, 2010

Dream....


Oh...something woke me up last nite,...it was a miss called,from you...just wondering what is up,called you back but no answer...went back to sleep...and i had a dream right after that.....it was you and me..happily together...the best dream i had ever have my entire life...it is said that in real life,things will happen the total opposite of your dreams...well...if its not meant to be...for me to be with you,for you to be with me...at least,...i did..have a dream about it...which is,i guess..is enough...but that is if we are not meant for each other...i do love u so much,its hard to let go...

Thanks GOD..for the dream....

5.31 a.m

Thanks world....

Sunday, August 8, 2010

Oh...

oh..i feel so left out right now...so stupid..so confused....

what do u want actually?...

do u really care?..

do u really have me in your heart?..

do u really remember me?..

do u really like me?..

do u really love me?..

do u really care for me?..

do u have someone else now?..

what are u afraid of?..

i wanna be a part of your life...but you wont let me now...y is that?...everything,is not like before..i want it to be..i wish it to be..but its not...why is that?...there's too many "WHY?" now...i do..love u...i always have n will always do..really...but its the same from your side...is it now?...or is it not?...i need...i have to know...talk to me..i need closure..dont left me hanging...

im so freaking tired...jez say "YES" for yes...n "NO" for no..its that simple...dont twist it around....

tired...so very tired.....

YOU, by all shud know i dont like to play around when it comes to this matter....

u know u who r....

im just...tired...so ...tired...thats all...



thanks world..u've been kind....