Awake~..again n again~....

Im awake...again n again....its has been like this for the past 2 months....i've been thinking of sumone...im afraid to sleep.....evryday b4 i sleep i'll think "What if i die today?"....i wont have any chance again to see the ones i love....evryone,my family..frens...but for the time being..this one girl has been driving me crazy.....n i mean crazyyyyyyyyyyyy..........evrydayyyyyyyyyyyyyy....i've been waking up from my sleep,...shes on my head 24/7....in my food,when im driving,evrything lah...n now,it wont even let me sleep....wut shud i do?...sleep it off?..i cant...eat it off?..i cant....i havent even told her how i truly feels?...n until that is done,i wont be able to sleep...."What if i die tonight??????????????"......then she will never really know... ;(