Change....

dont be afraid of changes....

change..for yourself and not others...

change...to improve...not too impress...

stands for what u believe in...

do not, let anyone.. controls you...

do not let others decide your future..

YOU decide how yours is going to be...

YOU decide how you live your life...

its all..YOU , YOU and YOU...after all..its all YOURS...

;)

live for the moment...and live it well...

be gratefull with what you have....

be thankfull for what you can afford...

apperciate all the people who really loves and cares for you at the moment...

who really accepts you for who you are...
- for what you stands for..
- for your quality...

you will never know when you will die...or when u will lose it all...at once.... ;)

PERFECT

Would u please....

do not... keep me wondering...

jez..straight to the point...

wont dat be easier?..

"Do u or do u not want me?"..its as simple as it can be...don u think?...

"Just friends"?...or...more than that?...

I need to know...i have to know...or..do u actually enjoy toying around with my feelings?..

Do u like to play?...with HUMAN feelings?...

Hmmm....

DO NOT deny my existence.. DO NOT..ignore me...

call me STUPID...call me CRAZY..call me wutever u want...u're jez too good to be true for me...

WHERE have u been?...i've been searching for u all my life...

i found YOU...dont let me be LOST again...

i WANT you...

i NEED you...

hmm...

NO body languange or hints for me plz..im not good with dat..jez..tell me..straight to the point...

i am..VERY2..a straight forward kind of guy...

havent u've been paying attention?...u should've known by now.. ;)

Still.....

Still.
no answer.
no nothing.
keep me hanging.
keep me wondering.
keep me thinking.
it hurts too much.
but its hard..to let go.
shud i let u go?
shud i hold on to u?
i dont know...
i dont understand..
why now?
why it has to be this way?
is this what i deserve?
am i not good enough?
do i need to try harder?
do u really care?
do u really understand?
do u love me?
can i trust u?
is this fair?

i dont know...
i dont know...
i dont know...

Stress~.......

jez got back from freaking 12 hours of work..damn tired..thankfully got 2 cases for today...hmm..but overall its been boring..past few days also has been boring...but,got one "unsangkarable" occasion....finally...met sumone who hav a depressing blog...same birth date as mine..wear glasses......n we almost think alike...n both are like,super straight forward..haha..its like...a female version of me...now,what are the odds of that??...its like super cool...im not gonna tell u who it is...n "YOU" now who u r if u're reading this... ;) ...in other news,officially.."SHE" (u know who u r) doesnt care about me nmore..i can tell...if u do really care,confront me...i wanna ask u the same questions i've been asking to u for one last time...life sucks n love is ..complicated...wat to do..wat to do...when will i find sumone who truly understands me?..is this a test?...have i not learned anything yet?....hmmm... ^_^

Justice - Stress

Hold your tears

Hmm...its been a while since i updated this blog...so ..here goes...lets start..again.. :P

went to s.alam earlier for a wedding reception..nothing intresting...jez i got the chance to meet up with all of my frens from politeknik.Its been like almost 8 years like dat...dats a long2 time..so..its good...nothing much happened 2day actually...lepak2,smoking2...bazir duit n stuff..hehe....

jez...feeling a bit down now...was hoping that i can meet that certain sumone 2day...but...i dont...wat to do...so...i dunno..maybe to damai later,meet up with sum frens(thanks).....or jez cruise in my sweet BJC 3114 around alone.... ;)


Hold your tears
put your worries behind
the time has come
to be with me
so you can feel
show your smile
put your worries behind
now take my hand
and feel my heart
so you can see
and i wanna feel this way
if i haven't fallen in love
would you stay with me tonight?
so there are no more goodbyes
can you ever understand?
how you're always in my heart
put your arms around my soul
til i get to you

dance now (hold your breath)
don't you cry (don't you cry)
take my hand,
hold your breath,
the night is young
dance now (hold your breath), show your smile(show your smile)
take my hand,
hold your tears,
the love is young


^_^