Friday, June 25, 2010

Im so down right now...

Hate me...despise me...love me..like me..ignore me..do anything u want...jez..but,plz..b4 u do...

EXPLAIN....

i need it..u know that more than i do...

yes,i do made a couple of mistakes...but...do u really think its entirely my fault?...

im not stupid...so dont treat me like one...

if u really dun care pun...jez let me know..i jez need to know..i need to hear u say it..dats all...

4.22 am...

Wednesday, June 16, 2010

Malaysian Civic mind is so so bad...




Well,for starters....went to see Prince of Persia in One U yesterday for the 2nd time n was really2 dissapointed.Not towards the movie..but to the ppl who r watching it.Ther r still people who r making noises...answering calls??!!!...chit-chating like dkat mamak or sumthing...wat the fuck?!!!...fucking idiots!!..We Malaysian,well known with sopan santun kononya..still doesnt care n x amek port langsung pasal org lain..xde respect utk org lain...c'mon la wei..org lain pun bayar masuk wyg,..but xde pun nk bwat PARAOK mcm korang?..nk bising sgt beli dvd tgk kr rumah la...jgn la rosakkan mood org lain...They only think for themselves...Malaysian civic mind is still at a very2 low bar..not just in the movies..semua bende pun same,highway ke,kedai makan ke,gig ke,cc ke..same je sume.THEY ALL JEZ DONT CARE.We bother to care more for other ppl outside of Malaysia other than the ones inside it sedangkan kite tgh bwat perkara yg sama ape yang org luar tgh bwat dkat rakyat sendiri?..ape bende tu?...x ke bodoh namenye tu?..fikirlah,dlm sedar x sedar ramai lg org yg tertindas dlm negara sendiri yg x terurus pun lg..yg pegi sibok2 hal luar tu knape?..atas dasar islam or atas dasar humanity?..bkan x boleh,tp at least setel la dlu apa yg lebih penting...setel ape yg within reach dlu..haih..


Nway,back to Prince of Persia...the movie was nice overall,lotsa of actions..but the storyline is quite weak...but it was good enuff for me considering i've played the games since it started on MS DOS...8bit wey..haha ;)

Sunday, June 6, 2010

Jackson Warrior




Wow..now..lets jez ignore my previous entry...if u're not the emotional kind,then dont read it..hehe...was writing that at 5 am...so..got a little bit carried away ther...nway..enuff on that...

Went to Bentley near the Curve ther the other day..saw this Jackson Warrior guitar...totally fell in love with it!!...expecially the black-purple colorway..with jez a nice n affordable price..it'll be next on my MUST HAVE list..hehe....its quite nice actually,regardless the shape..it has a 2 Jacksons High Output covered humbuckers,shark fin inlay,jumbo frets and an adjustable fixed bridge with string through body...if u like sharp fat sounding sound...then...u shud try this one..u can consider it as a beginners or intermediates guitar....plus,the shape is quite intresting..for me at least...i hav a thing for sharp edgy guitars..hehehe...well,if the shape doesnt suite the genre or style that u r playing..u can always try the Jackson Dinky..it has a Ibanez RG like type body. ;) but...i still love this model though... ^_^

Saturday, June 5, 2010

The best...

Do u really think that u r the best?...
that u r the one who is always rite?...
u havent done any mistakes ever in ur life n regret it?...

no?...fucking liar...

Do u think u hav what it takes to judge me?..to judge my actions?...do u even know why i did what i did?...

did u even ask?...

then ....u hav no rights to judge me...u're just a human beings after all...

r u really that perfect?...dream on...

humans will still be humans...mistakes makes u learn..mistakes gave u experiences in the first place after all..u wont be what u r 2day without it....dont u forget that...

if u still believe that u r rite n im wrong..then fuck u...thers no human beings who thinks alike...even if u want to believe ther is one...

dont get caught up what they want u to believe..a happy ending..its all a fairy tale..ther isnt one...in the end u cant satisfy all human beings...we dont think alike...we were just forced to choose...even if u liked it or not...

dream on...
dream on....
dream on.....

nothing is perfect in this world...NOTHING...plz..for once in ur life..think properly...think logically.....give ur brains a break...

ppl do need chances in order to change...

dont judge me jez bcoz i make one silly mistake...like u r so perfect?...

r u GOD?...u dont have the rights to judge me.....

fuck u n ur majority....

not all majority is for real nway...they dun even know what they're thinking..its all bcoz of MAJORITY..u r to afraid to be different...

u didnt even try to understand my actions...well..in that case...
i'll do as i like....
when i want to....
its my life...not urs rite?...
it will affect me..not u rite?...
so..if u dun want to understand me..if u want to judge me afterall...then...let me be lah...dont bother try n lecture me bout life,love etc2~....

im am way past u on that....


dont think im stupid jez bcoz im different..jez bcoz i kept quiet all this while...

jez bcoz i dont think as u want me to think..jez bcoz i dont response to u like how u want me to...doesnt mean i dont understand it...doesnt mean i dont understand what u're trying to say...to explain...

i hav my own way of handling things....doesnt mean u hav to understand it for me to be normal in ur eyes....i'll do wat i think is right for me......that shud be enuff..for me...at least....so..stop trying to judge ppl...like u're too good for us?..for me?...think la...use ur brain..that is what its for....we r all human beings after all..u can neva ever 100% predicts a person afterall..not even if that certain sumone is "family"....


thanks world...u've been kind... ;)

Thursday, June 3, 2010

Carta lagu kerbau mengamuk minggu ini

List of the songs i've been listening this week... ;)

1. Brain Drill - Beyond Bludgeoned (4 minutes 17 seconds)

Album : Quantum Catastrophe (2010)

Super Technical Death Metal from California..prepare to blow ur brains out!.. :)
Formed 2005



2. Anata - Downward Spiral into Madness (5 minutes 28 seconds)

Album : The Conductors Departure (2006)

Technical Death Metal band from Sweden.Formed in 1993



3. Adagio - Getsu Senshi ( 3 minutes 41 seconds)

Album : Archangels in Black (2009)

French Symphonic Progressive Metal band.Years active 2000-Present.



4. Eardelete - Tempering in Steel (1 minute 23 seconds)

Album : Scalpelogy (2010)

Goregrind band from Czech Republic.Formed 1995.



5. Fleshgod Apocalypse - In Honour Of Reason (4 minutes 27 seconds)

Album : Oracles (2009)

Italian technical brutal death metal band.Formed 2007.



6. ISIS - 20 Minutes/40 Years (7 minutes 4 seconds)

Album : Wavering Radiant (2009)

Sludge/Post metal band from California.Its depressing all rite.. ;).



7. Faderhead - TZDV (4 minutes 8 seconds)

Album : FH3 (2008)

Aggrotech/EBM music producer from Germany.



8. X-Fusion - House of Mirrors (5 minutes 34 seconds)

Album : Ultima Ratio (2009)

Solo Aggrotech project by German Jan.L (Musician,Producer and DJ)



9. Warbringer - Jackal (3 minutes 7 seconds)

Album : Waking into Nightmares (2009)

American thrash metal band formed in 2004.Go thrash go!!... ;)



10. Tool - Vicarious (7 minutes 8 seconds)

Album : 10,000 Days (2006)

Progressive rock band from California.Formed 1990.




So,ther u go..my top ten songs of the week...do search it up...try n listen...if u can...i dun give a rat ass if u dun like it.... ;)

Tuesday, June 1, 2010

Aggrotech n Industrial at its best ;)